people alway say… everything got a starting point and ending point.. This applies to everything..

19032008, we started our love story…. we being through many thing together… be it happiness or sadness… we quarrel, we fight and i smell something tat no one ever do… i do something tat no wan will go more than me… these 1 year… i learn many thing from her… her nose bring me WANG WANG…  she is nice and i swear tat she have being a really good caring gf to me… its me who spolit this rs… i never treasure her… but never mind.. there is nothing and no one to blame… soon it will be our 2oth month and yet we cant even go through… now i m sad to say… this beautiful story have ended… with no hated or regret… we parted in a nice way… no wan hate each other… i let go le… i will find my next happiness perhap soon… i just wish her all the best in her career and love life..  love u baby.. my last time calling u…. take care of kiki and puipui..  see puipui.. u will see me… maomao will follow me..  i still love u like the way i love u… u are alway someone special in my heart..  who i loved before… shall end here le… hug…

Since yesterday…. i have been listening to  Gotta Go My Own Way… When i drive on my way home… My tear just somehow cannot CONTROL…  I miss her… i tell her to text me wen she reach home… She didnt….
This morning… Ryan text me.. She went to Chill Out Place… Ryan’s sister was working there… I just hoped she enjoy herself…

19thOct2009 was our 19th month anniversary… She is still NOT back with me… but at least both of us never forget our anniversay… i guess it really take time for both of us to overcome our obstacle…. well well…

18th oct 2009… Her MP3 SPOILT LE…was suppose to meet MR RYAN to accompany me to MUSTAFA to buy mp3 with me… but who knows LASt MINUTES…. she need to accompany her family… i dun blame her… After knock off from work…. i wen home for my shower 1st… then proceed with my surprise for her….

Exit from SLE…..

8min more to mustafa…

MUSTAFA was packed with BLACK BLACK… all of them cross ROAD like THEIR OWN ROAD…under their FAMILY’s NAME…. DANGEROUS…. CARPARK was full so no choice i just parked along the road… and run inside mustafa centre to buy a MP3 for her…  Something Lucky…. i nearly kana summon.. i plead with the Officer… NICE guy… he let me OFF… cos i tell him… ITS deepavali… lol…

REACH home le… i choose this ITOUCH… because majority vote for this… thank to RYAN’s brother, sister and of course eda….

Yes…and this… she like it so i m gonna give this to her also.. she is nice… keep saying wanna wait for 2nd wan… dun wann new de.. but i still decide to get her a new piece…. E63…

I made this myself with my Newphew SPONGEBOB plus minnie mouse sticker……. omg!!!! if u can see the paper was kinda yellowish…. it already follow me for i guess wen i was in sec school. construction paper… gonna give her a surprise tomorrow… so looking forward…. 1 more thing… i purposely wrap the E63 with small box because if i just blindly wrap it…There will be NO more surprise…. heex…

Its 7.36am  in the morning… i m already on my way to fetch her…

With all my excitement…. and looking forward to her expression on her FACE……..

This is WHERE she stayed…..

TIME….. 8.11am…

I m waiting downstair for her….

各位观众…. 我们今天的女主角

FROM the expression on her face…….

任务成功 (Victory)

After this, we went CCK mrt to meet my FRENs…. cos i wanna get a puppy for her… WHILE WAITING……

Finally meet up with them… THEY ARE LATE…. We went to LIM CHU KANG LANE… He bought his puppy there at a WHOLESALE PRICE… Hopefully She will like a puppy from there

This is the PLACE…. PET BOARDING KENNEL……

There are really a lot of dog and Puppies… VERY SMELLY…. but they are so cute…

Actually I kinda like this puppy that she is HOLDING…. but she dun like… GUESS how much…. $680 for a puppy…. SO fucking CHEAP…

She dun like… so I bring her to farmart to see see.. Any Puppies she like???  HMM… wat should i say??  想太多….没买…..

In the END…. We end up at TOWN… She bought FANCL PRODUCT… TEST HER FACIAL….

* There is something i wun be BLOGGING… but hope tat be it next time down the road… whether 我们有没FATE…. hope she will not forget TODAY… A DAY she have NEW PANT from pull and bear…. WALcoal branded STUFF…. I m HERE with her to solve this …… with her….. ok… gonna offline le…. love u baby….

Pic 1…害羞的小女孩      

Pic 2…可爱的小女孩                                    

Pic 3…恶心的小女孩

14Oct2009…. Sky sum WENT for my 长痛不如短痛 SMALL surgery… but i feel today was a CHEATED day for me…

1st taking cab home… gonna to face my fear… hmm…. wat the hellll…. Taxi uncle from far already saw ahead TRAFFIC JAM… but he claim ACCIDENT only… no worry very fast de… but who know… its not accident…

SLE ROAD kena FLOODED… Wth…. in the end… my cab fare become… from normally $12 plus to $18.60…. argh….

Tata… i m back home….

hmm…. waiting there for my TURN…. GF not with me.. i ask her not to come cos dun wanna her to see my weaker side… in my heart its like fucking scare after what the counter gal explained the procedure for me…

1st, we will take a x ray…. then we will inject ard 3 to 4 to make my gum numb..

2nd, we will cut a bit by the side then use something like a plier to extract out and important the wound will be pain cos after that we need to sew ur gum together…..

Lastly, 1 week later u need come back to take out thread…  dun be scare… go read the doc cert.. he very professional… the price ard 6 plus only…. she walked in to help doc

i sms gf… telling her tat i feel like backing out..

Thank tat though she is not here with me… every of her sms calmed me down… telling me… eda also can do it wat? very fast de… her heart is with me…haiz…

Doc pass me this relaxing pill… ask me waited for 15min.. for the med to take effect… ask me can i get someone acc me home… i called my SISTER… she say.. not free just hung up… i feel unloved… Wanna ask gf to acc me.. but she ald inside mrt le.. i called my mummy… she was nice… though she was limping after her op but she still volunteer wanna come down… 

Finally op finished le… it took abt less than 1 hrs… i woke up… very stone… but still manage to walk… sit out for a while…

now the ANGRY part come le…..

TAT GAL TELL ME TOTAL $1410… I WAS LIKE STONING…. MY MIND WAS BLANK… FUCK!!! U TELL ME 600PLUS AND NOW.. SHE ANSWER THEN HOW? THEY CANT POSSIBLE PUT BACK FOR ME? NO CHOICE… I OPEN THE GLASS DOOR AND WALKED OUT… DEDUCTED FROM MY DADDY MEDISAVE… SO I M NOT SO HEART PAIN….

NEVER CALLED MY MUMMY… I WALKED HOME.. STONE STONE…. VERY RESTLESS…. THE MOMENT I REACH HOME… I WENT INTO MY ROOM AND SLEEP ALL THE WAY….

DO NOT VISIT ANY PRIVATE CLINIC COS THEY SUCKED UR BLOOD DRY….. GO TO NUH

(GOVERNMENT HOSPITAL)… ITS fucKING CHEAP…

last night went to ice cold beer then to tocame … i m thinking of u.. are u?  i guess u are too devoted with mj… but the most important thing was u are happy can le…. baby, i miss u… come back fast…  i miss the day and time we have together… my tear drip…. wen i see our photos….

last night, sudddenly everything changed… u are nice.. u tell me the truth..u dun wanna to lie.. everything end sweetly.. at that moment of time i was lost.. i try to be strong but after we hung up… i failed… i keep calling u but u never picked up? i was thinking!! are u crying same like me? keep thinking of me? i m so afraid that answer turn out to be NO… i really dun wann to lose u but since u already say out.. i accept… i dun wann both of us to be in a miserable state..  i know i will miss u.. i hope u too…

just looked myself in the mirror.. woo….. not mermaid…but a big big goldfish. i cry non stop… drive from my house to shop… i m so tired.. my mind was lost… all i know was i m crying cos i really bu sei de to give up this relationship we have.. but she is not doing anything wrong.. she just dun wann to lie to me no more… til i reach shop…. i m too tired to find myself doze off… wake up.. neck was pain..  now time 10.58am… i wanted so much to sms her… but i didnt…. ppl already say i m very fan le.. so wats the point of keep sms her… i miss her…  i hate myself for loving her….

this year not really very good year… i guess everything happened for a reason… korkor admitted to hospital… daddy cough til very jia la… but recovered now… then he work work half way kena deep cut on his hand… and now… my mummy…. our sum’s family house pillar was admitted to hospital…

17th sept 2009… around nite time, i accompany mummy to hospital for see doc… her left leg sore after apply penicilin(banned drug) cream WHICH WAS GIVEN BY MY GRANDMOTHER… worst thing was she have diabiete… the leg keep bleeding… she was a stubborn woman… dun wanna go in at 1st but after i keep persuade her.. she finally agreed…

mummy and me inside EMERGENCY department waiting to see doctor…

Admission COUNTER…. Number 3…..

*** something i discovered.. with mask.. gf  looked even more pretty

i really wonder how the staffs  can tahan wearing this mask whole day?  For me, i dont get enough oxygen. very super uncomfortable and very hard to breath..  peifu peifu….

Due to swine flu, tts set a very strict rule… visitors must registered at the counter before going up…Number of Visitor(s) per patient: 2. Visiting Hours : 12pm-2pm & 5pm-8pm. Children under the age of 7 will NOT be allowed into the wards…  Stamp on our right hand…

20th sept 2009… mummy was discharged.. i hope she learn her mistake..never EAT/DRINK SWEET stuff again.. becos  doctor say.. next time round see her in there… mummy’s leg will have to saw away….

MUMMY…. PLS RECOVERED SOON….

Year by year passed… i m really grateful that I NEVER CHANGED GF AT ALL….. In fact we are gonna be HAPPILY EVER AFTER….  My birthday wish???? Not gonna mention cos i m Pang Dang… think back about my birthday… i guess this gf of mine really make me feeel very XINFU… thank gf…  didnt really take many pics… cos i m NOT my gf… same thing again… celebrated at home but this time different.. gf bought e cake, champagee and my surprise PRESENT…

See that wallet.. she bought it for me wan…this present i will always remember… not becos its GUCCI…  (SAVE up wen she worked part time… NOT A SINGLE CENTS from me… ) ThaYou my love… Mucksss….. GF birthday will be next… wat will i get her HER????? heex heex heex…

Went STEAMBOAT with a group of FUNNY, HUMOUR, CUTE 帅哥…. JIMMY,GUORONG,JIAYI,ERIC, LOUIS and of course my 美女 gf…

Reached there CHOP CHOP… Guo Rong and Jimmy 1st… GF and me 2nd… Eric and Jaiyi 3rd… lastly mr… louis…..

WELL, guess its the 1st time i openly SHARE FOODs with PPLss…. Starting  time really feel very weird..  i feel very un comfortabel wen they just poke in their CHOPSTICKs… into the steamboat to get their food.. i was like OMG!!! i never see i never see… its nothing!!! they are using the scope… i feel very fedup… From young til now, i only share with the one CLOSER to me… my mum have insert a theory inside my brain all these years… my mum a bit bit cannot this cannot that… we will NEVER step out from house uncessary… all home cooked food.. i remember wen i was young, mummy bought me eat at food court.. we bought our food just wen we are about to sit down… a person behind me SNEEZED… my mummy and me in a very FAST SPEED walked to another table and sit down…if u really visit my house one day… u will see how clean my house is… i only drink my own drinks… never share with friends… ppl who know me, they will let me drink the upper half… the rest for them… COS I DUN SHARE….

At that moment… i dun know y my hand dun obey my mind… mind keep saying dun dun… but in the end it still eat from the steam boat… i must learn… will learn cos its really so much fun having so many ppls eating together… especially eric and jiayi… very funny… jimmy and guo rong very handsome… louis will be cool cool sitting there… gf lei… noisy… hope we can meet up soon but this time round with DAVID also.. kinda miss him…

Now there is something i wanna complaint… i know i m kinda angry that day with gf… cos we went desert bar and due to gf GAL PROBLEM.. she kinda of bi chek..i suggested this she dun wan.. that she dun wan.. i dun wann to eat myself and let her sit alone..so NEVER ORDER..  like i say… she is always good to FRIENDs.. i take all the shits from her… til i decide to walk away to collect car in case car park CLOSED.. ppl might see its me.. but nope… this time round…its my gf… she complain stomach cramp.. so i wanted bring her home to rest early.. ended up like we FIGHT… Argh… the moment she come down.. she become a different person… so sweet… haiz… gf… i really loved u til i can give up the rest of time to play.. just like i can dun cared abt cramp and stayed there all the way… eat myself ice cream and u be sitting there watching me EAT… humpf… i choose to bring u home..

well eric… so funny u send me this pic.. she looked “cute” in this pic… THANK…  GUys…  i love my gf… nicole tan… hugz…

REASON y i dun wan put straight cos dun wanna ppl to get SHOCKED… lol… hope to meet up soon….

Best Pic we ever have…

My gf SELF HIGH inside the car… taken many photos and CLAIMED HERSELF very ARTISTIC…

wENT MARINA SQUARE..suddenly a gal offer a HAND Cream for my gf… BUT gf must let them try out their PRODUCT on her… AND she AGREED..

Skin CARE product… 

After finished testing the PRODUCT… gf and me find it GOOD.. we decided to buy it…

The funniest parts was.. my gf was so CONCERNed ABOUT THE FREE GIFT.. AND SHE KEEP ASKING ME WHERE IS IT? until the SALE GAL have to ANSWER for me.. ITS AT the COUNTER… !!!!  SO PAI SEH

We walked and walked…. MOVIE? NOPE… BOWLING? NOPE…. and so we went to TRY out the FISH SPA…

Both of us think differently… i will go back again IF I HAVE TIME… but gf say NOPE… well once in a lifetime, I DID TRY BEFORE… shall bring my mummy go with me next time…