happy birthday to u. happy birthday to u. happy birthday to u!!! u are 1 year older le…. must really control ur temper… As for ur job, i m sure…. everything will goes smooth for u…. life is alway learning new things… hug hug

Mummy’s Health blink dangerous again… Last minutes called from Poly Clinic that she need to go TTS for check up… IMMEDIATELY… No choice, i have to close shop Halfday and accompany her… We reach that ard 3.00pm.. 4 process… Duration of time 4 hrs plus…. I was there with her…Due to diabetic pro…. Her Left eye blood vessel was damage in their eyes and  at risk of developing blindness. Laser treatment will be the only treatment for her  to seal the abnormal leaking blood vessels. Sometime i really wonder She must go through under WHAT situation will she really LISTEN to us and Stop all the SWEET STUFF….. She is stubborn… Real stubborn… She still not scare of it… Still tell us Don worry…. nothing will happened…. how i wish nothing will really happened…. now waiting for her next checkup next month… hopefully She need not go through any laser treatment…

Now 6.29am…. 20 11 2009… i m waiting for gerard to come shop…getting a new tattoo… a fish koi… feeling excited… but in the same time… eye was bloated once again…yesterday was our 20th month together… dun know y everything changed…. feel so unhappy…. BUT i m not gonna give up…. shall learn to brace up for a new challenge… i guess my sincere will moved her one day… i wish i hope and i want…. alright… now getting ready soon…  in the same time…. 7 am gonna call tat special lazy dragon for work….. bless me….

Today is a new start for my life… A new chapter again… Quotes by Maria Robinson “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and make a new ending“….

History repeat again!!!!  I cannot blame who but me only…. remember 3 year ago…. i lost a w850i… i m so loss at that time cos tat phone at that time was ard 4oo plus….3 suspect… roy, my tattoo artist and tattoo artist gf….  in the end phone nve get back…no evidence…. i end up lose 800 dollar… cos i buy 1 more to replace for him…3 year later…now this time again phone lost…. 6300… suspect only tattoo artist here… haiz… wat should i do? i m really headaches…. very….

gf tell me maybe its me who misplace again… if i m ard alone, well i can find back slowly…

3 years ago lost then after tat he seldom come le… only appointment only… but last week… he have been coming everyday…now phone lost… i dun noe why my mind just think of him… omg!!!! i dun wish to think it was him but should i think now… all arrow point to him… same person appear to be the suspect 3 years ago and 3 years later…

From now on, i will not belive anyone no more except family and tat someone special to me…. i learn my mistake again… this time round…. i m heart pain… cos maybe its someone close to me….. tat make me sad… haiz….

This morning supposely i can sleep Late… but last minutes something pop out… i receive a call from someone special… i tell myself dun ever bother but i know i cant reject her… like i say… she is someone special… well well and so i bring her to my shop to print out some document… there she leave my shop… noon she came back acc me for a while… sweet…

now come the important issue…. one of my ex came to my shop… Vincelyn… wat pisss me off was… can u imagine she sell a SPOILT phone to me? wat a thing and action she did? the price i quote her was very high…. how wld i think she will did tat to me…. i called her… as usual… ha? reallly? i dun know lei? then i tell her straight… i wan full refund…. she was like ar? can take it i borrow her $ first cos she going for a holiday soon… to the someone special…. (I REJECTED HER…) i tell her i will drive up now o her hse and collected back CASH….  thank to gerard… he drove me there…. wen i rch…. she stand there in a doubtful innocent look…. i count the $… about to sit back inside my car…she add on… was it you who changed the parts inside… tat y like tat? i walked out from the car and looked at her in a very seriously look and look straight into her eye… suddenly very quiet… she say… aiyo just joking only la….. if she wasnt my ex… i swear i will “F” her…. back to the shop….. i m really glad tat this time i learn my lesson…. i will not repeat tat again… just that i learn never trust ppl easily…. i m too tired le… only me myself and tat someone special to me…. nite nite… gonna close shop le….

Was browsing Youtube channel… dun know wat to watch… Click History… Happy Tree Friends…. This Channel was intro by her… suddenly.. my heart sank… suppose to be a comedy… end up crying… hmm.. i really miss her… Tell me What can i do next????

people alway say… everything got a starting point and ending point.. This applies to everything..

19032008, we started our love story…. we being through many thing together… be it happiness or sadness… we quarrel, we fight and i smell something tat no one ever do… i do something tat no wan will go more than me… these 1 year… i learn many thing from her… her nose bring me WANG WANG…  she is nice and i swear tat she have being a really good caring gf to me… its me who spolit this rs… i never treasure her… but never mind.. there is nothing and no one to blame… soon it will be our 2oth month and yet we cant even go through… now i m sad to say… this beautiful story have ended… with no hated or regret… we parted in a nice way… no wan hate each other… i let go le… i will find my next happiness perhap soon… i just wish her all the best in her career and love life..  love u baby.. my last time calling u…. take care of kiki and puipui..  see puipui.. u will see me… maomao will follow me..  i still love u like the way i love u… u are alway someone special in my heart..  who i loved before… shall end here le… hug…

Since yesterday…. i have been listening to  Gotta Go My Own Way… When i drive on my way home… My tear just somehow cannot CONTROL…  I miss her… i tell her to text me wen she reach home… She didnt….
This morning… Ryan text me.. She went to Chill Out Place… Ryan’s sister was working there… I just hoped she enjoy herself…