Since yesterday…. i have been listening to  Gotta Go My Own Way… When i drive on my way home… My tear just somehow cannot CONTROL…  I miss her… i tell her to text me wen she reach home… She didnt….
This morning… Ryan text me.. She went to Chill Out Place… Ryan’s sister was working there… I just hoped she enjoy herself…

 

 

 

My Onesided 19th anniversay…..

19thOct2009 was our 19th month anniversary… She is still NOT back with me… but at least both of us never forget our anniversay… i guess it really take time for both of us to overcome our obstacle…. well well…

18th oct 2009… Her MP3 SPOILT LE…was suppose to meet MR RYAN to accompany me to MUSTAFA to buy mp3 with me… but who knows LASt MINUTES…. she need to accompany her family… i dun blame her… After knock off from work…. i wen home for my shower 1st… then proceed with my surprise for her….

 

Exit from SLE…..

8min more to mustafa…

MUSTAFA was packed with BLACK BLACK… all of them cross ROAD like THEIR OWN ROAD…under their FAMILY’s NAME…. DANGEROUS…. CARPARK was full so no choice i just parked along the road… and run inside mustafa centre to buy a MP3 for her…  Something Lucky…. i nearly kana summon.. i plead with the Officer… NICE guy… he let me OFF… cos i tell him… ITS deepavali… lol…

REACH home le… i choose this ITOUCH… because majority vote for this… thank to RYAN’s brother, sister and of course eda….

 

Yes…and this… she like it so i m gonna give this to her also.. she is nice… keep saying wanna wait for 2nd wan… dun wann new de.. but i still decide to get her a new piece…. E63…

 

I made this myself with my Newphew SPONGEBOB plus minnie mouse sticker……. omg!!!! if u can see the paper was kinda yellowish…. it already follow me for i guess wen i was in sec school. construction paper… gonna give her a surprise tomorrow… so looking forward…. 1 more thing… i purposely wrap the E63 with small box because if i just blindly wrap it…There will be NO more surprise…. heex…

Its 7.36am  in the morning… i m already on my way to fetch her…

 

With all my excitement…. and looking forward to her expression on her FACE……..

 

This is WHERE she stayed…..

TIME….. 8.11am…

 

I m waiting downstair for her….

各位观众…. 我们今天的女主角

 

FROM the expression on her face…….

 

任务成功 (Victory)

After this, we went CCK mrt to meet my FRENs…. cos i wanna get a puppy for her… WHILE WAITING……

 

Finally meet up with them… THEY ARE LATE…. We went to LIM CHU KANG LANE… He bought his puppy there at a WHOLESALE PRICE… Hopefully She will like a puppy from there

This is the PLACE…. PET BOARDING KENNEL……

 

There are really a lot of dog and Puppies… VERY SMELLY…. but they are so cute…

Actually I kinda like this puppy that she is HOLDING…. but she dun like… GUESS how much…. $680 for a puppy…. SO fucking CHEAP…

She dun like… so I bring her to farmart to see see.. Any Puppies she like???  HMM… wat should i say??  想太多….没买…..

 

 

In the END…. We end up at TOWN… She bought FANCL PRODUCT… TEST HER FACIAL….

* There is something i wun be BLOGGING… but hope tat be it next time down the road… whether 我们有没FATE…. hope she will not forget TODAY… A DAY she have NEW PANT from pull and bear…. WALcoal branded STUFF…. I m HERE with her to solve this …… with her….. ok… gonna offline le…. love u baby….

Pic 1…害羞的小女孩      

 

Pic 2…可爱的小女孩                                    

 

 

Pic 3…恶心的小女孩

wisdom TOOTH

14Oct2009…. Sky sum WENT for my 长痛不如短痛 SMALL surgery… but i feel today was a CHEATED day for me…

1st taking cab home… gonna to face my fear… hmm…. wat the hellll…. Taxi uncle from far already saw ahead TRAFFIC JAM… but he claim ACCIDENT only… no worry very fast de… but who know… its not accident…

SLE ROAD kena FLOODED… Wth…. in the end… my cab fare become… from normally $12 plus to $18.60…. argh….

 

Tata… i m back home….

hmm…. waiting there for my TURN…. GF not with me.. i ask her not to come cos dun wanna her to see my weaker side… in my heart its like fucking scare after what the counter gal explained the procedure for me…

1st, we will take a x ray…. then we will inject ard 3 to 4 to make my gum numb..

2nd, we will cut a bit by the side then use something like a plier to extract out and important the wound will be pain cos after that we need to sew ur gum together…..

Lastly, 1 week later u need come back to take out thread…  dun be scare… go read the doc cert.. he very professional… the price ard 6 plus only…. she walked in to help doc

i sms gf… telling her tat i feel like backing out..

Thank tat though she is not here with me… every of her sms calmed me down… telling me… eda also can do it wat? very fast de… her heart is with me…haiz…

Doc pass me this relaxing pill… ask me waited for 15min.. for the med to take effect… ask me can i get someone acc me home… i called my SISTER… she say.. not free just hung up… i feel unloved… Wanna ask gf to acc me.. but she ald inside mrt le.. i called my mummy… she was nice… though she was limping after her op but she still volunteer wanna come down… 

Finally op finished le… it took abt less than 1 hrs… i woke up… very stone… but still manage to walk… sit out for a while…

now the ANGRY part come le…..

TAT GAL TELL ME TOTAL $1410… I WAS LIKE STONING…. MY MIND WAS BLANK… FUCK!!! U TELL ME 600PLUS AND NOW.. SHE ANSWER THEN HOW? THEY CANT POSSIBLE PUT BACK FOR ME? NO CHOICE… I OPEN THE GLASS DOOR AND WALKED OUT… DEDUCTED FROM MY DADDY MEDISAVE… SO I M NOT SO HEART PAIN….

NEVER CALLED MY MUMMY… I WALKED HOME.. STONE STONE…. VERY RESTLESS…. THE MOMENT I REACH HOME… I WENT INTO MY ROOM AND SLEEP ALL THE WAY….

 

 

DO NOT VISIT ANY PRIVATE CLINIC COS THEY SUCKED UR BLOOD DRY….. GO TO NUH

(GOVERNMENT HOSPITAL)… ITS fucKING CHEAP…

Days without u-2

last night went to ice cold beer then to tocame … i m thinking of u.. are u?  i guess u are too devoted with mj… but the most important thing was u are happy can le…. baby, i miss u… come back fast…  i miss the day and time we have together… my tear drip…. wen i see our photos….

Days without u—- 1

last night, sudddenly everything changed… u are nice.. u tell me the truth..u dun wanna to lie.. everything end sweetly.. at that moment of time i was lost.. i try to be strong but after we hung up… i failed… i keep calling u but u never picked up? i was thinking!! are u crying same like me? keep thinking of me? i m so afraid that answer turn out to be NO… i really dun wann to lose u but since u already say out.. i accept… i dun wann both of us to be in a miserable state..  i know i will miss u.. i hope u too…

just looked myself in the mirror.. woo….. not mermaid…but a big big goldfish. i cry non stop… drive from my house to shop… i m so tired.. my mind was lost… all i know was i m crying cos i really bu sei de to give up this relationship we have.. but she is not doing anything wrong.. she just dun wann to lie to me no more… til i reach shop…. i m too tired to find myself doze off… wake up.. neck was pain..  now time 10.58am… i wanted so much to sms her… but i didnt…. ppl already say i m very fan le.. so wats the point of keep sms her… i miss her…  i hate myself for loving her….